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2007-02-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

2006-12-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair!
but dun seem any difference la... >.<~

been raining for so many dayss~
i wanna shop for new clothes but raining spoilt my plan!
furthermore...i am so lazy~

i love my mummy!!
she gave me $300 to buy clothings, shoes!
^-^
and i love dear`s mummy!!
she bought for me 2 tops and 1 earrings!
=))
i have 2 mummies who dote on me!
=PpPp

i soOo love with F.I.R- ni hen ai ta.
i know it an old song but this song made me so emo.
i feel as if i`m heart broken whenever i heard it...
But i am NOT sad of coz.
i am happily attached to dear~
=p

we bought new toy for butter~
introducing BANANA MAN!

she does love banana alot!
=))

dear is sick!
>.<~
heart pain!!
sick sick go away~

chat wif meiling on msn~
chat about sooOo much things!
=))
i hope i won`t get jealous and possessive in relationship but i can`t.
i dun wish to be this way...
but i just control my emotionals....

when i told myself, "dun get jealous, dun jealous.."
but my heart feel so disturbed inside and it keep haunt my mind and i feel so sour all around...
even thou i know it is just a small matter and tt it won`t hurt our relationship..
so dear , u must hong me k....
i try my best to shoo that feeling away...
but i always failed...

=`(

-----------------------------------------------
watch scary movie 4 dvd.
lame lame lame..-_-|||
but i enjoy laughing my lungs out. =p
these few days are well spent wif dear and butter~
=))

OH..i feel so ugly these few days!
>.<~
not even a tiny weeny confident is in me..
>.<~

2006-12-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

it butter`s showtime!

i have great fun on chrismas eve!

meet up wif meiling at town for shopping!
but i keep sneezing and sneezing!
spoilt my day~

>.<~ thanks to meiL for the christmas gift! =)
she is good in introducing yummy chocolate cakes to me!
but the stingy staff is so rude!
she forget to pour the chocolate cream over the cake and when i told her...
she just pour teeny weeny bits of chocolate cream and stare at me!
-_-|||
the difference between meiL`s cream and mine cream is like...
one sky, one underground. =`(

the chrismas tree~

went home to change clothes and meet dear and fetch butter to his hse~
watch dvd-the butterfly effect 2.
although it is not as good as the first one...but it is still vv catchy!
^-^

fall asleep and wake up at freaking 11.30pm.
we wanna go countdown for christmas...
den his daddy asked me, " How are u two going to countdown?"
it was den i stunned...
coz i also dunno how!

we just wan to spend that moment together~
>.<~ so we went to a park~ quite alot of ppl... when the time is up... we started spraying foam at each other and it is soo fun!! we made a mess and our whole body is tangling with the spray tingy and foam!

see butter at the background?

eeewww~ have our supper! =))
i enjoyed myself alot!
thanks to dear~
Although dear is working and is vv tired, but u still accompany me till so late..
and u tried ya best to hide ya tired face and never yawn!
>.<~
i appreciate your effort k..
=))
love ya~
we will spend the every year christmas together!

2006-12-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

Vain me~ >.<~

meet ade for a small small shopping~

we talk and laugh alot at my hse..
laughing at our past photos and talking about our present life.
i always have stomach cramp when i laff too much wif her...
>.<~
and she is jealous coz i buy christmas present for someone.. LOL....
i will buy "THAT" for u if it still available tml okay!!!!
>.<~

watch "John tucker must die". it is like copy of mean girls.
but overall, it is entertaining! ^-^
cute butter~
two extreme mood of her.
Happy and moody butter~

din meet dear today coz he is working, so tired neh!
but butter and i miss him alot!
=pPp

i never used to looking forward to any festivals coz i have been spending all these festivals wif my frens or alone for the past 16 years..

but dear, u add spices to all these festivals and i am sooOo excited to spend the days wif u..
i am no longer lonely~
Tml is the 2nd yr we are celebrating christmas eve..
only one yr has just passed...
but so many things happened and changed....
we are in poly,
we have butter,
you have bike,
we changed our hp,
our love changed...
coz our love for each other increases each day~

but one thing will never changed is our goal for the future....
our promises for each other will never changed too~
=)

last yr christmas eve~

looking forward to tml!

2006-12-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today is a vvv happy day~~~

i keep saying the wrong things.. >.<~
mixing up fur and hair~
me:" dear, butter`s HAIR is vv long hor?"
-_-|||
me:" ahhhh~ zi yi keep pulling my FUR! " -_-|||

went to shop shop and watch the movie starring jay chou.
not as good as i expected.
hate the ending!
perhaps death note 2 will be better~ >.<~

dear bought diamond for my handphone~
muack muack muack~
love it~~~ (if it has melody pattern, it will be better! =p)
dear even paste it for me!

yayayaya~
i in melody craze.=p

a random thought came into my mind.
me:" dear, i wanna change my name to melody!"
=p
-melody love eddie- definitely sound more rythm than -mango love eddie-
and in many years down the road....
when i am in working society...
and IF i am in HIGH rank...
manager mrs mango sound so >.<~

if....my name is melody,
manager mrs melody sound better! =PpPp

Today will be our advance christmas celebration~
we hate squeezing in e crowd during christmas eve...
so on christmas eve, it will be the world between melody and eddie. =P

dear, i feel that we getting more sweeter each day!
ever since we have the heart-to-heart talk~
=))

i am extremely touched when dear tried your very best to get the tings i wan!
even if travelling to diff places, u have no complaint!

i really can`t ask for more...

i still wan to be ya gf, ya wife, next lifetimessss!
the moment i agreed to be ya gal, i have no regrets.
No nO No nO~
^-^

miss butter?
here a pix of her!
she doing vvvv good!

2006-12-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

i learnt so much things today.

some things can`t be seen with eyes...

thank you so much.

i`ll be a better person.
=)

2006-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

Happy 22th month anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!

cheer~
hope u lurve the little card i made..
all my inner feelings are all written there~ =p

dear got work today..=(
so i shop wif my mummy!!!!
OMG!
she damn vain!
tink she pass this gene to me..hehe~

told ade wad bout my mum vainess and she laff~
since it so funny~
i shall share one scenerio of her vainess here..=p

-->her hp wallpaper is photo of her self pix.
and she boast that she look vvv pretty! >.<~

meet dear after that~

dear bought for me my hp memory card..512 mb!
^-^
thanks dear~
i love u!

dear looks so pretty and adorable with the fake eyelashes!
heeheeheheh~

i hate rainy days!!
booOo~
rain rain go away~

i wan watch the jay new movie wif dear~
and dear will wear his new shirt tt i bought for him!
=))

and butter wif zhi yi playing~

so many ppl walk in and out of my life..
some left happy memories...
some made me smile when i tink of them...
some made me totally disappointed...
some made me feel grateful..
some made me fear of humans...

sometimes when things go wrong..
i reali wish to hide away from the world....
i dunno how to face the reality of humans and lives..
but dear,
u taught me how to protect myself..
u taught me how to be independent..
and u taught me the meaning of life.

becoz of u, i learnt alot.
and i grow up alot.

but i never want to be someone who is independent and strong.
i wan to rely on you and i wan u to protect me.
^-^
i have faith tt u always be there for me.
=))

let face the storm and rain and shine together~

2006-12-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today is our 22th month anniversary eve. =p

we celebrating our anni in advance coz dear need to work tml. =`(
went to kbox for ksinging!!
yeah~~~~~~~

butter join us too! >.<~
it is fun! fun! fun!

moody butter~

dear dun mind taking hundreds of photos wif me for the day!
arg~
but i din grab this rare chance..>.<~
took onli 20 photos.. sad ah sad ah!

christmas deco~

sorry for being so emotional...
i dun wan to keep thinking too....
i wan be the happy-go-lucky baobei tt u love and dote!

and i know i must have faith in u...
coz u simply so adorable!
tryin all ways to cheer me up!
i have to say, I LOVE U for more than i thought... >.<~

i know i am afraid and can`t afford to lose u at all...
=)
*muacksSs*

2006-12-17T12:22:00.000+08:00

Pix of the day~

Today, shopping with ade!
Although the rain reali spoilt our day but our mood is still high~
=pPp...

we keep stuck at doby ghaut MRT and city hall MRT..
>.<~
we keep taking the mrt at wrong direction for like 3 times coz we keep talking and talking. BOoOOo...

our little reflection~

we finally reach heeren and shop~

we are damn choosy and picky in clothings..
keep trying and trying and i tink the sale gals are so irritated by us..

=PpP
poor us...
seem like we have the same fate in ..*ehem*..
sighs!

take neoprint and it is sooo fun!
i like all the pix taken but we can onli choose pathetic 4 photos !!!!!!!!!!!
>.<~

it been like yearsss since we last took neoprints ever since the invention of camera phones?
we are so lousy in posing and decorating...
oh! the price of taking neoprint increase soooo sooo much!
i remember the very 1st time i have my neo-print taken..
it onli $4 !

$4->$6->$8->$9/$10->$11/$12.
>.<~

and we tried our fake eyelashes..

time flies sooo fast while shopping wif her!
we are rushing here and there... hehe...

not forgetting to think and missing dear at every moment!!~!!

thanks dear for doing so much tings for me..
u are the best!
u are my one and only one~

i am upset that u will be working quite a number of days next week...
coz i won`t get to see u often..
and you have to do project...
which make the situation worst!!!
>.<~
so sad~
i wan to spend the 2 week holiday wif dear!
is that so difficult?
why lao tian ye must do this to us!
=`(

dear, u promise u will make time for me de hor!
=))
i dun wanna fall sick during holiday.
-love sick-
=pPpPpPp

2006-12-16T12:47:00.000+08:00

I ALMOST DIED TODAY!!
>.<~

well....in e noon, i decide to boil egg for butter...
so i boiled the egg and continue doin my stuff...

but i forgot all about the egg and went to sleep!!!!!

butter save my life!
she keep barking and wake me up...
i smell something burning and remember my egg!!!

oh gosh!
when i enter the kitchen...the egg is all over the floor, the water are gone and ya...
kitchen is filled wif foul smell...

imagine i keep sleepin.... (alone at home)
most properly will die! >.<~

it feel great to have butter by my side...
she is such a darling!
she saves my life!
i love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get a scolding from dear and mum.. >.<~

anyway~
mum and i went shopping!
bought 4 inner beauty..hehe..and 1 new slipper~
yipee!
thanks mummy! i love her~~~~~~

butter join us for shopping too. =p

dear told me something real sweet today~
but he said, that is his last time saying it to me. =`(
lol~
i reali glad dear told me his feelings...
i am soo xinfu!
i have dear who love me alot!
i have dear who dote on me alot!

-that all for today-
my kiddy labtop.

2006-12-15T12:20:00.000+08:00

I have been hopping and longing for this day to arrive!!!!
watching SAW 3 with dear~
^-^
i so scare and nervous that we can`t enter due to underage...
so i try my best to dress up more mature..
=PpPp

to become more mature NO 1:
Curl hair.

and tata~.......but dun look like 21 and above...

so..........i clip up my fringe...
AND MATURE / OLD AUNTY!
hHAHAHAHAHa

went to have our favourite chicken rice at kovan..
den went to cine and buy ticket!
=))
we get in successfully!
ROAR~
i am so happy!!

waiting for movie to start...
Thanks dear for accompany me to take photos.
LOL...
i know u dun like take photos. =PpP

oh the movie is so gross...
freaked me out totally...
esp cutting the skull and the guy trying to break free from the stupid chains...
arrgg!
BUT i enjoy and LOVE it.
HAHAHAAH
i am sicko.
yesh i know.

the first time ever i am so concentrate to watch the movie and forget to eat snacks.

my hubby~

his eyes are so small.. hehehe..
but that attract me most!
=PpP

and dear keep making me laff like mad woman..
=))
controlling my laughter~

went to eat at the famous roti prata house..
omg!
there got milk, banana prata..
i ate cheese and banana prata...
and drank their dinosaur milo drink.....
it taste yummy~
but i end up stomachache later..
=x
perhaps the dinosaur is too big for my intestine to digest.
-_-

went to his house~
cute cute zhi yi!!!!!!!!!!!
she is so adorable~

and i bought a hello kitty bag!
=))
i am happy gal!

dear, sorry i keep forgetting to do wad i promise...
i dun mean it..
i will try my best to be your ideal gf-wife.
=p
but give me more time and remind me k!

i am spoilt by u!
>.<~

and i just read tasha blog..
so happy and touched that she wrote about me ! HAHAHa..*winks*

and i am so happy for crabby that she find a good guy le!!
i give her all my blessings!

and thanks dear for making this day so wondeful for me!

and and........
i wanna watch death note 2, the jay new movie, kbox wif dear! =))

why onli 2 weeks of holiday? =(

simply not enough!!!!!! >.<~

22 months anniversary in just 4 days time!!

2006-12-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today is a long long long day~

see any difference?
vv obvious la!
fake eyelashes! >.<~

but my dear like natural side of me..
=`(
so i can only wear when i am wif my frens ba...
>.<~
but i love it sooooo soooo much!
hehehez..

meet *darling- hh*.. >.<~
anyway jiamin cant bring her frosty to meet my butter...
butter so sad !

anyway..back to today...
shop awhile..

den hh have lunch at my house...
she tasted my mum curry!
=))
and we have lots of fun curling her hair...
becoming photographer for her..
and she become manicurist for a day!
paint my toes and nails..
^-^

her new hair.=)

i am reali happy and glad that u love the curls!
hehehehe
=))
it my pleasure to curl ya hair! hehe
and my toes..

depressed butter...

playing with cam~
dun mind the messy messy hair. =)

had a tiny weeny tiff wif dear...
=`(
i always tot i am a perfect gf for him......
but i was wronged...
so much faults in me..
=`(
i dun wan me to behave this way too..
i wan to change....
but it so hard...........
dun said that i keep giving u empty promises..
pls dun...
it hurts me soo much.
=`(
i will try..
i will..
be more patience and give me more time...
ok??

shop at basamalan wif dear...
=)
dear speed so fast today!
abit scare but thrilling!
>.<~
i love u! i reali do!

excited about tml outing! ^-^

2006-12-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

i realise my posts are getting more and more like photo albums.
-_-
lesser and lesser of my personal feeling toward certain things...
i can`t relate to this blog much..

so much emotional inside me..
so much things i wan to say...
but i can`t put it into words..

sighs!
i am so bored now!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

i am break free!
i am as free as a bird!
i am as happy as a clown!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA

feel so embarassing to wear dress to school!
white dress somemore!!
and it is larger for my size!
>.<~
so shy!!!
luckily meet clarissa and her fren to keep me company for a short while while waiting for hh. =)) thanks them so much!
coz they miss their bus to accompany me.
so sweet neh!

i swear never to wear dress to sch again!! =x

after test, suppose to meet dear but dear was so tired and can`t study finish.. =`(
so went out wif hh ! =))

went to town wif her~
shop and shop!
we saw bryan..the winner of the dunno wad competition....
^-^
i am happy!
buy many stuff that worth the price..
heheh~
>.<~

we ate mud pie too!

cheer to end of exam!

the cute christmas tree!

candid shot~

my new simple top!

meet hh`s fren awhile too~
but i went home for dinner.
=))

i tink i am quite a homely person to some extend..
if i am outside for afew hours..
i will start to miss cuddling butter .....
and i will have a strong urge to fly back home!
hehehe~

dear is so sweet today!
he call me when i am on e way to sch, wishing me good luck for exam..
and when i gonna enter the exam hall..
i received another good luck sms from him!
=))
i am so happy!!
i love u dear~
u painted my day filled wif rainbow colours. LOL

2006-12-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

i create this!
was quite slow but so cute!
>.<~
that my butter!
she order me to go back study when i taking pix of myself.
HEHEHH.
she such a darling!
=PpPPp

Back to today, NF is so dead. =`(

dear say he love me to look like this..
=)
no messy hair and no "eyeliner".
for my love sake...
i shall doll up this way whenever we meet!
=)
so that dear can never stop loving me!
>.<~

meet dear~

A VERY BIG BIG THANKS to dear dear for waiting for me for freaking 2 hours just to send me home.
=)
i am so touched and appreciate it alot!
reali!
i will prove to dear that i meant every words i say!
i will be a good gf from now on..
listen to u..
stop throwing childish temper...
if u wan me to eat, i will eat..
no more excuses anymore!

i have been a spoilt gf for almost 2 yrs..
wan this, wan that...
cry this..cry that..
and dear gives in to me almost all the time. ^0^

i can sense that dear is trying his best to meet all my needs...
=)
i love u!
i hug u!
i miss u!
i kiss u!
=p

pray for java test tml~=)

2006-12-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

Today is UID test.
definitely not confident for this test.
=`(

after test, went to bukit timah plaza!
"mummy" wan to buy snacks and tibits so tag 2 "daughters" along.
hahaha~
have a funny time, acting like a kiddo and irritate hh!
=PppPp
she must be thinking that xh and i are crazy~
but i kinda hook in these role-playing game.
^-^

ate KFC.
an auntie come and ask me whether i am one of the contestant in project superstar.
-_-|||
but it is damn funny~
and she keep tokin to me about my studies bla bla..
so caring of her~

btw,,thanks jiamin for giving me hello kitty sticker!
=)

sorry to hh for fall asleep on the bus..
never accompany u to talk~
>.<~
too tired le.
hehehe...

meet dear after that..
went to buy butter`s food and we saw 1 extra mini size dog!
so cute neh!!!
i tink less than 3 months old..
see how small is she..
the size of my feet! >.<~

and the cute and obedient dog at the shop counter. ^-^

rains and went to dear house to sleep.
=)
it always feel good to wake up and realise i am being locked into his arms unknowingly.
such a sweet feeling!
i dun wan others` concern.
i just wan your concern dear..

if only time can stay at that very moment when i am in ur arms..

hope exam over soon~
and we will have time together..^-^

went home and sleep again!
i am a pig la~
or it due to the sleepin spell in my room.
hehehe..

i`m reali touched that butter accompany me when i`m study..
she been real sweet and obedient these few days...
won`t asked me to play wif her...
she will just stay there..
looking at me while i`m study. =)

I LOVE BUTTER!

enuff of blogging..
time to study~=p

2006-12-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes the closest to me..is none other than butter.

i really need a hug now.

2006-12-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today is just another boring study day.
>.<~
4 more days! 4 more days!
i wan SAW 3! i wan SAW 3!
heard that it is damn gross throughout the whole show...
onli 2 parts which are NOT gross.
it is making my appetite better~
HEHEH

meet dear~
he buy honey chicken for me!
YUMMY!
i love it~
^0^
can i have more of it?
heheh~

seem like study is giving both of us stress~
we argue over small matter every alternate days..
and i dun like it...
i wan the caring dear to be back..
i wan the attention..
i admit i am greedy~
i want all the attention and concern..

can u give me?

well...
butter does give me lots of attention!
heheh~
she supervise me when i`m studying~

her hair is getting longer and longer~
perhaps it time for grooming when i have the cash..
>.<~
and butter will give me a thumb up when i am a good gal~

she definitely brighten up my day!

i love it when i know someone need me..
i love the feeling of someone relyin on me..
and butter gives me the feel~

i feel as if i am v important to her..
but i dun feel as if i am v important to dear..
like i need dear more than he needs me...

>.<~

just hope exam over soon~
i wan eat at the famous roti prata house..
i wan celebrate christmas!
i wan more more more~

it will be perfect if this is the final semester at year 3.
free from poly life.
- dreams on -

2006-12-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

^-^

i am a very very very happy gal!

mum agree to buy a new fone for me!
=)
i was thinkin," just take any 2MP fone can le.."
but dear said," choose a fone u like..if it too expensive, i`ll pay."
=`(
I AM SO TOUCHED!

THANKS DEAR~
so i am caught in between N73 and sony ericsson cybershot fone.
^-^
but everyone is recommending sony ericsson so..TATA~
here is my new fone!
=)))
i love it!!!
the camera is so clear!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to my MUMMY too!

she is not that bad to me afterall hor?
heheh..make breakfast for me and buy new fone!
weeeeee~
love her love her!!

and to my dearest dear, u simply make my day!

testing my new fone..

but i am so pissed off wif the USB cable.
i dunno how to connect to com wif it.
>.<~

so i waste most of my time away le..
so i must buck up!
STUDY!
see..even butter wanna sleep when studyin~

=))

dear, every words u said, simply melt my heart!
u are my honey~
i will hold u tight~
thanks for being so good to me~
yesh!
i_love_you!

2006-12-07T16:29:00.000+08:00

Today meet hh and xh at 9am at my house to do BIS project.
yup.
skip school! ^-^

A BIG SORRY to hh for being late again even thou the location is my house!=x
overslept!
*paiseh*
We went to buy a full chicken and some snacks to my hse to eat~
=))
the chicken is yummy ah!

butter remember hh!
so cute! ^0^
But she can`t remember xh le. hehe.
now, onli left clarissa haven visit her.. =P

butter the centre of attention!
everyone loves her!
=)

well..din do much thingy..
coz we simply crap too much!
=x
just hope we can pass BIS.
i have no confident in it!
=`(

Meet dear after that!
dear seem so exhausted..
must jia you okay?!
One more week to go~

oh~ my slipper spolit when i`m chasing after a bus.
it just flew 1 metre away!!!!!!!!!!
so embarrassing ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like hiding into a hole!
den i have to hop and pick the stupid slipper and drag it all the way up the bus, alight the bus and walk home.
=`(

My to-do list during holiday:
1)watch SAW 3 with dear!! *pray*
2)kbox wif dear~
3)shopping with my frens~
4)Bring butter to meet clarissa!
5)cant tink of any now..=p

WeEEeEe~

but for the moment now,
STUDY!
bye-

2006-12-06T17:19:00.000+08:00

Today a boring school day.
UID teacher is so fan!!!
no one can stand her!!!
i hate her voice!
i hate her face!
hahahahahaahhahaahah~

quiz today..
and went home after that.

jack pop up a question.
jack:"are u singaporean?"
me:"of coz!" (pls dun say i come from china)
jack:"i tot u from japanese!"
me:"^-^ REALI?"

been classmates for months and he din know i am a typical singaporean. lol.
but i am happy coz ppl USED TO say i look like china woman.=`( (including dear! *hurmp)
no offence to chinawoman.
but i just dun like it. =P

xh and me~

3 huis~

i wan sleep!
i wan study!
won`t be coming to sch tml and fri too.
^-^
oh tinking of not comin to school= heaven.

eat at bukit timah again!
duh~
the uncle is so nice to give us discount!
discount of 20cents.
=))

HH and i missed 2 buses!!
*stomping my feet*
the buses just "flew" by without stopping!
dunno they blind or wad~

it reali amazing~
HH and i have so many thinkings in common!
and i din realise it till now!
perhaps last time we din have a proper chance to sit down and talk..
but it never too late!
=))
sometimes she is like a big sister..
remind me this and that!
so cute right? =PpPp

and dear will be visiting me very soon~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
love dear~
heheheh~
-off to nap now-

2006-12-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

Today i am a bad ger!
coz i lie to dear~
=p
but my intention is good!
i went to orchard early in e morning to buy a pair of slipper for him!^-^

thanks to hh for accompanying me!
=))

give hh a BIG WET KISS and a TIGHT TIGHT HUG!
=pPpP
we went to heeren and buy the slipper from havaianas!
=)
i choose this for him!

then we went around shopping and saw so many beautiful clothings!
dress dress dress!
i love dresses!!!!
hope i can get one for myself!
=p

saw my long-lost fren shannen in the toilet!
hahaah~
toilet can be a place for gathering!
was so happy to see her again..

and the first ting she said to me is, "oh..why u become so thin?!"
=`(
seem like thin is not a good thing after all!
am i reali tt thin?
but if i gain fat, it goes to my face!
=`(

shannen and me!

toilet vaining~

mirror mirror on the wall~

eat at KFC.
yummy chicken and cheesy fries!

waiting for bus~

a BIG BIG SORRY to clarissa!!!!
i promise no next time le!
=x
forgive me k?
=pPpP
treat u bubble tea next week!
i know u very good de! hehehe~

Hip hop kinda fun~
but very sad that hh and i are separate from clarissa and 'madalene'.
we form grouping..
but overall, i enjoy the lesson!
just hope i memorise all the steps.

meet dear after that~
i show him the surprise!
=))
i am sooo happy to see his smiling face!
but he keep sayin," silly silly".
=`(
i am not silly!
i just wan to buy a gift for my precious love..
i wan you to know i care for UuU~!

raining on the way home..
wait for 1 hr for rain to stop at the reservoir..
we chat alot!
till saliva all evaporate..
but i enjoy dear`s company! ^0^
hope u reali love the slipper neh!

so sleepy when i reach home!
sleep for 2 hours till 10 pm and force myself out of the cosy bed to study for quiz!
=`(

my ugly posture when studyin.hhee

and butter pitiful eyes..
hehe..
butter, wait till next wed and daddy and mummy will have 2 weeks to play wif u 24 hrs!
=))

2006-12-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

i am being lock out of my house!
=(

no key!
=(

butter and i seem so far and yet so near..
she keep barking for me!
awwwwwwwwww~

anyway today wake up late for UID.
thankfully i din go for tt lesson too..
heard that old hag is irritating!

meet dear and go sch together!
hope dear like the shirt i bought for him neh!

in class...
nuting better to do..
hehe.
editing pix..
us, with the new bang!

and butter love to sleep at weird places la..
see her new spot!
>.<~

won`t ON com for today !!
well...at least for the next few hours!=pPP
study study study!

2006-12-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

whenever i wan to study, i am lost.
i have no notes to study!
blame myself for toking too much, surfing net too much in class.
=`(
have to photocopy notes from my lovely classmates tml!

went to dear house watch "Snakes on Plane" dvd. =)
10 toes and 9 thumbs up!
1 thumb down for no subtitle!
won`t be meetin dear next weekend coz STUDY.
=`(

test over and i am break free!

*thanks hh for the help! *
*blink*

what a weird sleeping posture over here..->
dun seem comfortable to me..=s

a more comfy sleeping bed.

when butter just come my house!
small and tiny!

after months of eating good food..
fat and fat!

her co-co-kruch lookalike.

and a surprise gift from my hubby!

2006-12-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

online is a sin.
online is a sin.

i should stay away the com till test is over.
argg~

so my beloved frens..i won`t be signing in msn.. anything impt..sms me! *blink*

anyway..thanks to my dearest cutie laogong! =p
yest, while i am packing my room, with my messy hair...
dear appeared at my doorstep wif a little gift and a dvd.
=))

it was such a surprise!

i am so happy!
but not for the fact that i dun look presentation to him. =`(

he bought lip care and lip gloss for me..
=)
i have complained to dear some days ago about my dry lip..
and he remember it!
aww~
he so sweet neh!

we watch dvd together and he went home..
i am so touched!
i love surprises!
thank dear~
muack muack muack~

but b4 u reach my house 5 min earlier, can inform me first?
at least i can comb my hair, wash up and wear nicer clothes!

=pPpPp
get e hint?
i wan surprise next time! =p

for today, meet ade!
=)
chat alot...
butter is so anti-social.

holiday den go out k! =))

meet dear..
bought 1 dress!
weeeeeeeeeeee~
to hh: i bought the white ribbon dress. =)

headed to his hse and watch dvd.
fall asleep halfway thru.
=p
sorry to dear..
i know u are vv tired ...
i should be more understanding...
but can dear tell me things nicely?
i will be more understanding!
-promise!

u are my first and my last! **blink**

very random pix. =)

2006-12-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

hhui was so punctual today!
she reach my house at 9.00 am sharp!
>.<~
and i am late by 5 mins!
hhehe..
sorry arh~

went to my house to do BIS project..
xh can`t come coz she tired from UID project le ba..

anyway hh and butter simply click so well!
keep playing and butter so happy!
butter even ignore my presence!
arrgg~
she busy tagging to hhui and beg for "sayang".

manage to done part 1 of the project!
bravo~
=)

Hh, butter and i went to hougang and taste the yummy chicken rice. =))
But we end up shopping and get some good stuffs too!
=)

hh instant print photos for her dar and print pix of us..
i like the deco! so sweet~

poor butter..
been in the bag for hours!

hh has vv strong motherly love!
she keep protecting butter...
even angry when some stranger accidentally knock onto butter..
HAHA.
so funny la!

and she keep wanna to carry butter lo!
yaya~
Since you love dog, go buy one, and butter be the sister le k..
=pPpP

and i spot onto 2 dresses!

i cant make up my mind! >.<~
hh prefer the white one...
but i like both!
have to wait for tml till dear give me some advice and buy. =))

i bought 1 top, 1 skirt for myself.. and i shirt for dear! =))
hope dear like it neh! ^0^

suddenly feel that i run out of time to study..
>.<~
esp NF.
i know nuts about it.
i hate NF.
i dun like last min rushing.
it will give me white hair.
>.<~

nap time!
miss dear~

2006-12-01T02:23:00.000+08:00

this song reflects my feelings the very moment now.

i forget to bath. till just now. -_-

2006-11-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

My life is like a rollercoaster ride these few days...
full of ups and full of downs.

when my heart is beginning to open fully to others..
i learn a very imporant lesson..

firstly, "now i learn to keep my mouth sealed and zipped la" quoted from my jiemui.
tt actually how i feel...

even if "transmitting" words from frens..dun do it..

at first i tot everything is a misunderstanding...
but when i tink back..
how can someone treat u as fren and suspect you..and your character?
maybe it reali pure curiosity..
but it is just like a knife stabbing into my heart.

reali treat me as fren?
from the bottom of your heart?

from this incident..what do u find out about me?
nuting!
i am wad i seem to be.
i won`t lie..
if i say, i`ll admit.

when did i deny things tt i have done?

i still tot we share the same philosophy of life..
sighs..

dear say i know nuting about human relationship..
maybe i reali don`t.

although it doesn`t reali matter to me now..
because i choose not to know..
i rather believe that u treat me as fren sincerely from now on..
and spend the whole poly life happily.

for today, i am so unlucky!
i lost my balance and almost fall down!
my labtop fall hard on floor and my heel fly up high!
lucky hhui hold to me tight!
=)
and thanks to strangers who pick up my smelly heel and heavy labtop!
=pPpPp

dear, why u didn`t appear immediately?
tot u will hold me tight when i fall?
=PPpppp

rushin for UID project.
din wan go sch tml! *cheer*

den went to eat laksa wif 2 huis..
yummy!
i simply love the laksa + add spicy !!
=)
hhui vv cute la..
wan come my hse still buy cheese for butter!
butter love it k!
butter say: "woof woof~ thank you hhui aunty!"
=))

and thanks to dear for coming my hse and accompany me to chat!
=)
i feel much much better!

And thanks to ade and clarissa!!!
ade, one day we meet kkkkkk!
catch up wif our lives...

clarissa, thanks for our conversation!!!
beside huis, you are my close fren in poly!
promise after exam, gai gai wif butter hor. =p
=)

if only life is as simple as A, B, C.

2006-11-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

booooooooooooooooooooooo~

nuting much to blog these days. >.<~ some unhappy stuffs happen. hope there will be no such incident again.

but i do ponder and think alot.
..............................................................................

well, start wif tues.
Cats lesson cancel!!

Hip hop lesson is so tiring and sweaty!
ewwwwww~ i hate sweats!

me and hhui!

Today.. skip NF. din even sleep last night!
>.<~
was so tired!
my panda eyes already upgrade to chacoal eyes!
But i am soo glad to see dear dear this morning!!!

whenever i down, i just wan to fly to his side!
Dear give me a warm warm huggie!
*muacks*

pray dear pass his test wif flying colours. . =x

some idiot pix of me.

make boil egg for butter today!
she deserve some treats for being a good gal!

i simply love butter to bits!
she is so pure and innocent!
her thinkings are so naive and simple..

how i wish i can be like her..
no troubles at all..
food, milk, toys, sleep.
she is contented already.
=)

missing dear!
-nite-

2006-11-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today is MON!
>.<~

did most of my part in UID project already..
been staying up late for the past few days!
phliew~
so relief!
just need a little touch up and some missing pages to go! =)

xh and i chat and chat during break tt we late for OOP lesson by 15 mins even thou we are just sitting at the next room. -_-|||

>.<~ pregnant ladies~

lastly, a pix specially for my dearest xingan!
got cuter than your face not? =Pp
GOT LA! =p

dear took me to buy my tingy after school..
=)
sweetie dear, sacrifice his time to wait for me in school, when he needs to study for his common test! =))
thanks dear~ *muacks muacks*

A good news for me!
*clap clap* jump in joy!
Most probably i can go to malaysia wif dear during holiday!!!!!
even thou, i most probably won`t shop..
but as long as we can "elope" and leave spore for a day,
i am happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway..
itchy hand of mine..
go trim butter`s cute hair..
and it turn out to be disastrous. =`(
sorry butter..

her fur become so short tt it poke into her eyes, causing a very serious tear stain!!!! >.<~
so i have to clip her short hair up..

after washing~

today`s bad hair day!

i also have to tie her long furs up when she eat..
but..
after untying the bands at her face..
she still look sweet yea?

Thankful tt butter enjoys the hairpins.. =p

*pray pray her fur grow fast fast! **

i have the best bf, best dog, best mum( yes! she so good these days!=) ), best future daddy and mummy!
i wan to be Mrs Tay.
no..
Mdm Tay!
erm..no..
Mango Tay!!!!

2006-11-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

everyone feels that everyone around them is fake..
but i have a question..
how true u are to others?

well, for me..
i can admit that i am not 100% true to everyone!

i keep my thoughts and feeling to myself most of the time.
unless i reali can`t tolerate..
then i voice out.

and i jolly well know tt not everyone around me is true to me.
i can see and sense it.
but i dun blame them at all.

it human nature..
everyone must learn to protect themselves.

everyone have their secrets, their thoughts, their own feelings
and we can`t blame them if they refused to say.

the only time i put down my "self-defence" shield is when i am wif my dear , butter and ade.

among so many friends..
i only trust ade fully..
i tell her everythings since pri school..
she never hurt my feelings( except those "silly jealousy" tingy in pri sch =p).

she is the first one whom i share my joy with when dear and i just together..
bla bla..

for meiling, sometimes i feel that she is in another world.. different from me..
but she can understand my feelings...

and for xh and hh...
sorry to say, i dun reali understand both of you fully at all..
i only can see both of you at the surface, happy or unhappy.
and we have fun in class..
that it.

- when a person is sick, one tend to be so emo-

2006-11-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

ooooooooooooo~
Very busy busy busy day!!!
>.<~

i slept at 3am last night..
my body is showing signs tt i should take a rest..
sighs..
i wake up wif flu!
i feel like plucking away my nose and throw it into the toilet bowl and flush it away!!!
>.<~

But still...
i continue wif my project..
i wan to have 48 hrs!
nono..
123242412334889311 hours!

meet dear~
aww~
it feels good to meet him and chase all my tiredness away~

thanks dear to bring me to take photos for my project. =)

dear is so tired..
he needs to work and have to stay up late for his project too..
but cute dear insisted in meeting me!
=))
that how much dear loves me!
=p

and becoz he meets me, he need to stay up till middle of the night to rush his project, and den wake up early to work tml!
=(
thanks dear!!
i know how much i meant to u, even though u didn`t say..
^0^

love you! *muacks muacks*

butter is protesting to me tt she needs attention!

my earphones in bits and pieces! =(

feel like struggling her!!
she never bite my things, taking tissue from rubbish bin ever since her teething stage is over..
but now..
she did it again!
on purpose!
>.<~

but i can`t blame her totally..
she just like a little baby, wantin more care and love from me..

butter sleepin on my lap RIGHT NOW.

butter, bear wif it for a few more weeks!

Anyway, we can`t watch "snakes on plane" dvd.
the dvd got problem..=`(
But we watch Death Note .
i find it very interesting!
=)
we will continue watching tml. =p

flu flu go away~

2006-11-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

Blogger: Butter

Mummy is so busy these few days..
facing the white screen every night!
woof~
i feel neglected..
i feel lonely..
woof~

Today,mummy bathed me alone!
Daddy and mummy always bath me together ..
But today...only mummy.. =(

i miss daddy!
hope daddy get well soon! woof~

before bathing!
my naughty and cheeky face! woof~

i can`t see~
woof~ where is mummy? where am i?

While bathing~

woof~
i`m freezing!
oops! It R21..
my nude pix. =x
Well, hope u all enjoy drooling at my nude pix. =)

after bathing~
dryin process..

pls dun take photos of me!
go away! go away!
*BARK BARK*
i look ugly here!
SHOO~

after dryin,
confident, stunning, beautiful butter.
woof~

take photos of me all you want!
i stand here and pose for mummy!
wee~
swee~
pretty butter!

ouch!
this is the amount of fur i have dropped!
=s
woof~

daddy visit mummy with chicken wings and fries!
can see from mummy`s face , she is so touched and happy!
coz daddy promised mummy to buy chicken for her after her throat recover.
i wanna join in and eat but daddy dun allow.
=(

Happily, i have my milk!

butter, here wish tt daddy and mummy and me can stay together happily....
although i dunno whether i can live that long to see daddy and mummy marry...
but i just wan to treasure the little time i have with them.
^-^
woof~

off to sleep le.
Bye everyone!
esp Hhui aunty who miss me!

2006-11-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today was late for school again!
seem like Thursday curse is not over yet! =x

i wear my little necklace!
a gift from dear for our 21 mths anni ! =)

Hhui and me have a little gift for xh! hehe~
and we did it!
*cheer!*
alot courage k!!
*give myself a pat on my shoulder*
heheheheh~

was so nervous while waiting!
hhui say i am shivering!
of coz!
It is my first time did it! =)

and xh join us~
xh! i demand a BIG BIG christmas gift from u!
~MEOW~

went to bukit timah plaze to makan!
our thursday routine..
poor zoren..
no one seem to be interested in attending his *optional* lesson!
>.<~

buy milk and cheese for my dearest butter!
she always there for me..
sleepin beside me while i doin my project..
she never neglect me!
she shower me wit lots of love!

and i love it when she cling to me! =)

when my mum throw a ball for her to catch,
she caught it and pass to me instead..
coz she juz wan me to play wif me..
awww~
izzit she a sweetie?

*p.s: look at her tongue*

so busy these dayss..
projects and coming common test!
*horror*

but why am i still bloggin away?
=p

make-up and no make-up but wif concealer on my dark circles.
=p
i have panda eyes!

2006-11-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today reach school at 8 am!!
sleep all the way till "corny" come. =p

my necklace arrive today!!!
*cheers*
*yipee!*
But it is kinda smaller than i tot it is suppose to be..=x

as usual, typical school day.
toilet vain-ness.

school is extreme bored without both of them!
so i need both of them badly!
i`m glad tt i make lovely frens in class..
who can liven up the boring lesson~
=))

but i guess, three of us are stubborn in our opinions..
and i notice something!
we dun like each other / others to say us!
maybe our ego too big or wad la.
ahhahahaaha.

And, outside of classroom, i am happy tt i have clarissa as my fren!
i love to chat wif her bout our darlings and she love sims too~

=P=p=P=P=p

poly life isn`t tt bad afterall, i guess..

this is my cutie dear~
i have alittle sore throat and this dear of mine, came to my house and pass me medicine.
awww...~
so sweet!
but i expecting him to buy some chicken on e way..
lol~

we have an enjoyable chat in my room and watchin superstar afterward..
=)
sometimes, it good to fall sick.
heheheheh

thanks dear~
i dun wanna lose u!!
can i stick myself to you forever?

2006-11-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

what?!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am damn pissed off!

my hello kitty bag is being bid by others!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there goes my bag!
=(

*crying*
*screaming*

and look at wad my butter has done!!!
*screaming*

2006-11-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

woooo~
gettin more and more lazy to blog these days.. -_-
extremely tired!

somemore UID project due next week.
better buck up now!
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!

oooo.................
butter`s paw!

butter`s tail~

butter yawning away~
she wan more sleep!
*look carefully..
how she roll her tongue when she yawn!!

and butter hmm....
STRONG LEGS!

=))
meet wif clarissa for CATS project at 9.30am.
was sleepin away in school at 9 am!
see how tired i am!

well............thankfully, everything turn out quite smoothly for us ...
phliew~

meet dear and we went to nearby basamalan to shop!
=)
buy a hello kitty purse for ade..
boring and crappy entries.
brain cells are dead.
BOO!

nite-
love dear!

2006-11-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

-updated-

HAPPY 21 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY !!!

Hope dear will like the poem i wrote..=s
but i tink it is written very beautifully! *boast*
=PpPppPpPpPp

I am so excited toward our anniversary!
esp today coz it is on SUNDAY.

Thanks to adeline for lending me the crimper!!!!! ^-^
Thanks to adeline`s mum for passin me the crimper!!!!! ^-^

okay, i admit i sux in crimping!
i spend like 15 mins to juz crimp this part!
so i give up!
=x

i dress like this initially but ....
another yuhui in me prefer straight hair and no dress.
so she force me to change my clothes.
which i regret when i look back the pix.
=(

dear love my poem alot!
his tired face from working immediately glow and transform into a smiling cheeky face~
^0^

went to VivoCity.
i know we are slow coz it is our 1st time goin there.

first ting we saw..

CANDIES CHOCOLATE CANDIES CHOCOLATE
i almost tot i am in heaven!!
but the big squeezy crowd remind me of hell..
>.<~

dear promise me tt i can request everything i wan~
tt includes, doin silly things wif me! =)

we are hopping around hands in hands..
taking photos everywhere!
even in the middle of the crowd!

i dun care how others see...
i dun care how others think..
i dun care how others laugh..
i juz wan to enjoy myself to the fullest wif dear today!

we queue to board up the cruise!

yeah! we are on the ship!!

how nice it will be if we go on a cruise!
*dreaming*

next, i din expect to find my long-lost frens at vivo!
best frens together~ =P
tt our trademark.
Big head! >.<~

then we enter a very magical place..
found a dog house->

butter, mummy promise u tt i will buy this for u if i ever win a 4-D or my salary is above 5k.
hehehehe!
imagine butter sleepin inside...
*dreaming*

I wan this!

for my future daughter!
she will love this!
*dreaming*

ok, let mummy test test and try how it work first..

oh..dear, u hungry? fret not!
let ya wife cook something for u!

and TATA!

mini-cakes!
look yummy!

we hop to the out-door for some refreshing air!
and i wan tell dear,
no matter how much i love to tease u..
no matter how much u always bully me..
i still love u !

and taken wif beautiful scenery behind us..
i wanna sit on grass and take pix..
but i wear white skirt..
soo..=(

i wanna play the dirty water too!
>.<~ gosh, the water is soo dirty i tell u.
children wearing diaper are "swimming" inside..
-_-..
diapers..
eewww!

and wif cow~

we love cow!
not coz we love to eat cow!
we dun eat cow.
we juz love it so much coz it give us milk and rice!
thank you MR and MRS COW.
=)

christmas is around the corner!

dinner at ASIAN KITCHEN.
highly recommended!
10 fingers and 10 toes up!
YUMMY!

not camera-shy me~

and my camera-shy dear~

after dinner...
dear wan to buy ice-cream for me!
but we dunno wher to buy...
so silly and cute dear...
shamelessly ask strangers for the directions.
heheh!

thanks dear!
for me, u are willing to do anything!
*muacks*

see see see...saliva coming out le la!

wan to lick?

no way!
it is MY ice-cream.

lastly,

My thank-you List:
Thanks to dear for bearing the pain of the legs injuries and accompany me to walk, climb, jump and run about~
Thanks to dear for not disturbing my sleep during MRT even when my head rest on your wounds.
Thanks to dear for bearing the tiredness from work and not even a single yawn from you.
Thanks to dear for acting like a kid wif me!
Thanks to dear for making my day so enjoyable!!!!

And Thanks to my sweetie Meil for buying the WONDERFUL *ehem* for me! =)

oh yah, today will be butter by my side for 9 months!
=)

lastly, i love my honey cutie sweetie candy milkie darling mushy huggie EDDIE TAY LIANG HONG!
=)
21 months and still goin on strong!

2006-11-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today suppose to do project wif clarissa but something cropped out last min..
so change to tml!
tml will be a busy day!

sleep for more than 10 hours!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
sooo shiok! =PpPp
i seriously lack of sleep la!
dear ..i can see ya eyes turn to green le. =p

my super duper round like bun face. >.<~

and...

meet dear!
dear keep teasing me de hor!
so bad!
where is the old dear who always tryin to please me? =p
see.. BEFORE and AFTER.

watch tv..about couples..
the guy like to eat the gal`s nose shit.
which is so gross. -_-
and i ask dear, whether he will eat if i force him to..
and he say he will! (unwillingly tone)
lol~
so cute!
nah..dun worry, i`ll never do tt.

watch dvd. the grudge 2.it sux totally.
tml will be our officially 21 month anniversary!
*cheers!*

butter wif spec.
hehe~

2006-11-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

Blogger: Butter

woof woof woof~
i am a SUPER MODEL. =p
being a vain-doggie, i beg and request mummy to help me make-over and take my own photo album!
woof~
i have to boast tt i am the cutest and prettiest doggie!
woof~

i am relaxing!!

i wan to bath~ pom pom pom pom~

oh the sun is so freakin hot!
i dun wan my white furs to be roasted to black furs! >.<~

needless to say, i wan to EAT! MAKAN!

i am different from others...woof~
i am a super hygenie dog and a super greedy dog!

lastly, bedtime..woof~

CALLING TO ALL DOG AGENCY..
if u lookin for the Project SuperDog, i am the perfect one!
i can eat, bark, jump, hop, pray, roll, sit, stand and sleep!
a mutli-talented butter!

pls VOTE for me if i am enlisted to the top 24 doggies k!
=p
woof~~~~~~

Blogger: Mango

Meeting dear to go school together!!
dear is so sweet to wake up early just to accompany me!
^-^

heart ache each time dear in pain~
the injury at the kneelcap seem so serious. =(
get well soon !!
bear wif it and it will be over soon~
=)

adorable dear keep complaining how slow the bus is..

hello-kitty lookalike. =P

have BIS presentation and back home! >.<~

xh so pervertic!
she took pix of my back! =p

meet dear and watch DVD.
thanks hh for the dvds! =)

told dear tt today is the most happiest friday during the school days..
coz i can spend time wif dear!
cute dear insist tt i go his hse and eat coz my mum not cookin..
>.<~
well..the main motive is to see me ba!
wahahaahah

i love dear~
21 months anni coming in 2 more days!

2006-11-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

*clap clap clap clap*

i did this skin on my own using dreamweaver!!!!!
^-^
feel a great sense of achievement !!!
i love it~
but it also drain all my energy away~ =(

a big big sorry to my darling butter for neglecting u! >.<~

i know how much u wan to me to play wif u..
u give me all ya toys..
u lie on my legs and roll and rub ya little head on my leg..
i know it.. i know it.... =(

after blogging,
i am all urs!

heheh~
today is a boring day!
tryin to entertain myself by laughing at little things. -_-

the most happiest moment in sch today is taking pix wif zoren!
our java teacher. =)

taking pix wif my "hug hug".
she such a sweetie today HOR?!
make me so touched! >.<~

as usual, miss dear alot!!!
weekend is coming ! =)

dear is sooo sweet!
he wanna accompany me to school early!!
i know dear miss me alot ~ =p

i am the most happiest gal!
my dear love me coz he love me!
my mum love me coz she prepare my lunchbox early in e morning!
my butter love me coz i`m her mother!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
=)

2006-11-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

Today reach school so early~
i hate the stupid C!#!#O%&&!N@)*!@)*N(!@I@!(!*@#E.

she is so corny. -_-
so mean and rude la!
ppl vomit = pregnant??
she got screw wires up there. =p

dear has a little incident.
made me worry lots.
if he didn`t stop me, i `ll most probably take my bag and leave the school halfway thru the lesson, juz to find him.

why my dear is so practical?
when will he ever be like a small kid who need me by his side?
well..
maybe tt why i fall for him..
someone who is so practical and make decision is just so charming coz i feel as if i can rely on him forever.

i can put my life and future in his hand at ease..=)

but thankfully, it juz minor injury..
=)
*thanks heaven*
--pray--pray--pray--

RED is the culprit. argg!

actually my mind is floatin to diff planet throughout the whole lessons.
i juz wan to rush home to see him!!

saw him and my heart is so pain!
3 days of MC.
aww...
dear, do u know how much my heart ache for u?

i wanna accompany u to bike shop tml but u refuse!
hurmp~
i know study is important but to me..
dear, u the most important..
the number 1 in my heart..^0^

i told myself tt may all ya bad luck pass to me..

and it did come true. =p
i stepped into stupid muddy water 2 times. >.<~

i saw this on auction.

i wanna change bag!!!!
but hhee...put on hold for a while..
there are much more important thing to bag.

i am rational too. =)
hellokitty bag, plz wait for me...>.<~

2006-11-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

blogger: butter

woof~
woof woof everyone!
i`m back to blog!

mummy is gonna explode vv soon from reading some white papers..
so here i am, helpin her to blog.

mummy didn`t play wif me today..
she so tired and busy..
and when she get too tired...
she become abit sicko..

see what she done to me!
-_-|||
can she ever grow up?
making me like a fool and laugh..

that is so not funny! *ROAR*

i look like some dirty stray dogs! >.<~
before VS after

can see how "bu shuang" i am!
grrr!!!
but for the sake of having milk everyday!
i will be a good ger!

my face is so dirty!
*whine*
i wan to have my face wash!
mummy, where are u???!!!

according to mummy,
she have her hip hop lesson wif aunty xinhui and aunty henghui.
she said tt a pretty aunty clarissa compliment my cute look and wanna see me on sat!
>.<~
i am so popular la!
woof woof woof~

i must dress up tt day!! =p
and i wanna make fren wif aunty clarissa`s daughter!!!
i dun have any frens..=(
i only have alotta aunties and uncles. -_-|||

daddy bring mummy to take photos for project!
daddy is so sweet to mummy!!
i have the best daddy ever!

woof~
mummy goin to sleep le~
so do i!
i will blog when i free!
remember me!
-woof-

2006-11-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

was waiting for dear to dismiss again~ =)

was late for school.
i hate the old hag!
she nag and nag non-stop.. her voice is irritating as well!
grrrr~~~~~~~~
her face is unhealthy to look at too. =P

NF lesson is a boredom...
aha..
maybe the problem lies wif me..
i juz feel tt all lessons are yucky!

jiamin sits wif us~
of coz must take pix together~

xh`s face is begin cropped off.. haha..
she juz hate her forehead too much le!

actually i hate my forehead too~
so many "train lines".. lol..

some things happen to hh recently..
jealousy is real ugly~
some gals can be so shameless~
shame shame shame~

my mum cook chicken wings for my lunch!
yummy!!!!!!

fall asleep again on his bike..
he scold me ..
and forbidden me to sit on his bike anymore..
of coz, i cry.....

why am i such a pig?
=(

i`m sorry..
i will keep my promise de!

as usual, my soft-hearted darling take back his words! ^-^
i promise, i will be a good ger! >.<~

I realise i never tell dear at his face about my feelings..
i only sms/blog about it..
i wan to tell you in person..
i wan to see your reaction upon hearing it..
i wan to..
but everytime i see your face..
i can`t tink of anything to say to u..
except I LOVE U.

2006-11-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

After some mini-discussion wif dear, i decide to buy the 3rd necklace! =)
dear like the 1st and 3rd but i find the 1st one quite "complicated"...
and for the 2nd one..
dun tink it suit my dressing! HAHA.
but it look cute! >.<~

here a pix of my daughter drinking milk-->

and she sit there waitng for me to wake up from my beauty sleep.=p

she very naughty de la~
always wake me up de!
keep jumping here and there, licking my hands to wake me up at freaking 11 am!

feel like struggling her at tt moment!
LOL.

waiting for daddy to come~

weekend is over in a blink~
i enjoy the hugging session every weekend..
i enjoy the tickling moment..
i enjoy smelling ya scent..
it is so addictive.
~shy~

and of coz..the goodbye peck everytime we parted..

i only wan to treasure the little time we have for each other..
if only i hav 48 hours per day..
if only...

you are my everything..
the reason for me to live on..
the reason for my genuine smiles..
i find the reason why i exist in this world, is because of u..
u lead me into a happier world..
the happiness which no one , even parents, can bring me to..

the moment you held my hand for the first time,
i know you are the one for me..
u held my hand and bring me to our heaven..

a place for both of us..

a place where butter join us..
and our future children and dogs..
=)

---the end-----

2006-11-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

yeah! My laneige set from auction arrive today! =)
dear wanna buy necklaces for me from auction too!
^-^
but i have a problem deciding to buy which one~

dear prefer this one-->

but i like these 2-->

i`m reali indecisive~
so can anyone here give me some suggestion?
pls...............

it was raining heavily today...
dear came to my house drenched..=(
heart so pain!
he dun wan to wait for the rain to stop at his workplace and dun wan me to go to his house alone in the rain,
so he ride his bike and came to my house..
so both of us wait for the rain to stop together~
^-^ so sweet of dear~

my heart totally melt the moment he appeared at my doorstep.

me:" dear, u like this hairstyle?"
dear:" of coz, i always like u to pin up ya fringe..look so fresh and neat!"
me:" HURMP!!! u never say i look cute! "
dear:" aiya! u always look cute in any hairstyles, anywhere! "
me(eyes watery):" reali?~ awwwwww~ *mUacKs*"

my dear never fail to make me feel good about myself~
he never fail to brighten up my day!
but he really lousy in sweet-talking.
^0^

anyway took pix of butter sleepin yest.
she sleep like human..

and sit like a baby child~

too bad she dun like to sleep on the bed..
maybe due to the thick furs!
=Pp

went to eat wif his family..

i had a fun time laughing and kiddy wif dear~
something comical happen too~
but i`m too lazy to type..
=)

dear`s family is simply cute and funny!

watch "i always know wad u did last summer" wif dear.
it was a l-a-m-e show.
lame.lame.lame.
we look at each other wif question marks over our head after the show..
=p

but needless to say, wif dear`s company, i am never bored.

i made dear angry too~
gulity gulity!
dear is so cute!
his heart soften like jelly the very moment i "sa jiao" to him...
dear, can u stay tt way forever?
i love it!
dear the sweetest, the bestest of all!

our messy hair~

and lastly, our precious darling!

1 more week to our 21 months anniversary!

2006-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Butter and i share something in common today!=))

yesh!
we both tie our little ponytail to the right using the same yellow rubber band. =p
tt is the bond between MUM and DAUGHTER. hehe...

today presentation for BIS.
i`m impressed how others can speak so well in front of classmates..
i never master the skill..
i will always shiver deep down my throat..
=s
and my darling dear is one who can present reali well!!

His teachers compliment on his presentation skill coz he add humour in it..
awww~
so cute!
how i wish i am there to watch his presentation..

anyway...she is my BIS teacher..
she look real cute wif sweet temper..
i even realise tt she look like "xiao wan zi"..

pix is so blur coz i sitting at the last row and i zoom in to the front row!
in case u dunno who is "xiao wan zi"..
here a pix of her..-->

their hairstyle is the same!
soo cute!!
=PpP

xh and i are playin and laughing while waiting for presentation..

and more...

went to chinatown wif her and classmates..
was kinda awkward..>.<~
we are too shy and living in our own world le..
ahhh~ we should change tt ba? =p
last pix of the day..

buy MILK for butter and bubble tea for myself!
yummy!
feel so great to see butter enjoying her milk..
=))
i know why parents always wan the best for their children..

anyway dear called me and we have a lovely chat~
*muacks muacks muacks*
i love chattin wif dear~
always full of joke and laughter..(only when he not tired.=p)
can`t wait to meet him tml!

dear, I love U.

2006-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

i am stuck in MAC wif xh due to the beavy heavy rain!
BOO~
can`t attend OOP in time..
=(
we wanna be a good student but heaven wan go against us.

we are so poor things..
drenched in the heavy rain and ran all the way from bukit timah plaza to MAC..
our pathetic faces..

anyway, xh is sleeping soundly now.. WAHAHAH..
she can sleep anywhere and anytime!
i totally "pei fu" her special ability.. hehe

A typical usual school day..
i LOVE THURS AND FRI.
the most relaxing days in school..
coz teachers are so lovely and nice!

everyone seem to have the THURSDAY curse== late for school.

went to bukit timah plaza NTUC for group project..
they are my group members.
^0^

THANKS TO XH for accompany me wif them!!
*muacks muacks muacks*
wan kisses from me? =pPp

my precious daughter is so cute~
she vomited...
and she hide in one corner..
afraid tt i`ll scold her which i dunno why...
am i tt fierce?

i only nag and nag coz i am late for school, and nagging at her for anyhow eat rubbish!
but seeing her frighten face,
i feel like laughing and hug her!!
see-->

look closely-->

and closer-->

the tense expression.. LOL

-updated-
meet dear...
and it starts to rain again~
heart so pain to see my darling drenched..and it is so cold too..
he buy this sticker wif our names on our helmet~
=))
so cute!

love

dear asked me why didn`t i go home first since i dismiss so early..
coz i really miss him so much..
it been 2 days since i last saw him..
and i miss him!
his smile, his voice, his warm hand and i wan to "sayang" his face~

weekend coming!

dear, I`M coming!

2006-11-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

Blogger: Mango

Today didn`t see dear at all coz he skip school.
naughty hor~ hor~ hor~

had my fish burger for lunch..and hh`s chicken burger. ^0^

jiamin join us together during lunchtime.

was so sleepy during NF lesson..
so i take a short nap and hh take pix of me sleepin!
HOW DARE SHE!!

what made me boiling is when she refuse to delete another pix of me sleepin!
and she want to post tt pix online!
arrggg~
it is my pix hor!
pls respect me k~
coz my temper is not good at all, if i angry, i will scream and shout at u.
=)

anyway i manage to be awake after e 1st hour of nap..
coz we surf the net and we saw so many beautiful necklaces online!
i soo tempted to buy it!
lovely necklaces, plz wait for me~ =p

and BOO, dismiss.

whenever xh wear high heel, i always wear flat shoe..
=s

see hh`s cheeky face at the back and xh`s serious and engrossed expression..
hahahhaa~
natural expressions are always the most cutest..

dear is outside washin his bike now..
i miss him lots~
must be so hungry..poor darling~
can`t wait to see U tml~
=))
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Blogger: Butter

i love mummy alot..
but sometimes i dun like her..
she always make thing soo difficult for me.>.<~
~woof~
see what mummy did?

she put my milky bone inside this bag!!
*woof! woof! woof!*
i hate her! i hate her! i hate her!
i wan my bone back!
i wan my bone back!

i will prove to mummy tt i am clever!
so i grab, i bite, i pull, i snatch~
i tink of all ways to open this bag no matter wad!
-woof-

and yesh!
i did it!

i`m so proud of myself!!!! WOOF WOOF WOOF!
daddy, how i wish u are here to share my joy wif me..

with lots of love,
butter~

2006-11-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Blogger: Butter

My mummy help me tie my little pony tail to the left.
*boasting* i look so pretty and cute ~woof~

i welcome any compliment on my tagboard.
but if u say i ugly, I BITE U. ~woof~

Today i been playing all day.
so tiring!
Mummy keep laughing at me, how i wish she can join in the fun..
see...
i keep pulling with all my strength..

and pull..

but why i still can`t get it?!
*frustrated*
no one is pulling it..
i juz dun get it..
argggg~~~
*woof~ woof~ woof~*
I GIVE UP.
return to my bed and rest.
nite to those who love me~

(----secret reveal----)

2006-11-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

Today is IS again.
CATS lesson is a boredom.
teacher keep talking and talking non-stop for 2hrs.

hh join me, clarissa and her fren for hip hop lesson.
=)

meet dear after tt...
starting to rain heavily in the middle of nowhere and we have no raincoat!
so we stop and wait for the rain to stop.. ^0^

the 15 min wait is not boring at all..
dear and i chat and chat..
and it feels great~
it been quite some time since we last have a joyful,heartwarming talk..^0^

dun mind the extreme messy-ugly hair. =)

2006-11-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

Here i am at school`s library, waiting for dear to dismiss..

my eyes are closing soon~ >.<~
was extremely tired today..
maybe due to my colour contact lens or ....?
my vision is so blur throughout the whole lesson.

i badly need a cosy bed!

anyway today.. we bring our lunch to school.

from left to right: hh`s sandwich, xh`s chicken+sandwich, my chicken nuggets.

so sweet to have our lunch together in a secret place. =p
what should i bring for wed then? =)

wanting to watch the dvd- i always know wad u did last summer, in class.
but since it is so horror and thrilling, i decide to keep it later and watch wif dear~
=)

know something happen to jieMui.
how unpredictable and hypocrite a person can be..
u never know who is being nice at one moment and backstab u all of sudden.
sighs.
tt how cruel reality is.
To survive in this society, i guess we have to learn to differentiate the good ones and the bad ones..
which is hard to do so.
coz everyone get the best actor/actress star award.
get wad i mean?

------------------------------------------------
meet dear and i fall asleep on the bike.
sound impossible and yet i did it.
=p
of coz get a scoldin from concern dear~

when his warm hand touches mine, telling me to hold him tight
i feel so -oh-in-love-.

=))

2006-11-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today meet dear~
^-^
buy loose powder and pens. hehe..
and i love the honeydew bubble tea at compass point!
simply delicious~

saw 2 stray dogs ..
one is so poor thing..
has serious skin disease and limping legs.
dear tried to feed her wif dog`s snacks but they not interested.

i wonder who the heartless owners to abandone the 2 sweetie.
they are tame.
won`t growl, won`t bark.
but they seem scare of humans.
=(

dogs also have good life and bad life.
juz like humans.
well, butter should belong to good and cosy life.
no worries,
plenty of food,
have toys and company.
^-^

anyway sch start tml again.
hate it..
have to part wif dear for days again. >.<~

dear tell me to bear wif it..
he said," it is just 2 more steps.-poly, army- and we be together for as long as we want."
sound so simple.
but its not!
these 2 steps gonna last for 4 more years!
=`(

2 more weeks to our 21 months anniversary! =))

2006-11-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

Today went out wif ade to TM for some shopping. =p
bring butter along..
so 3 jiemuis together. ^-^

see how happy butter is!

went to clinique to exchange foundation for my mum.
and buy laneige for myself. =))
we love the clinique`s sale gal.
she is soo friendly and nice!
awww~
if only all the sale gals are as friendly as her.

ate MudPie.
the horrible chocolate cake at coffee bean. >.<~

i love chattin wif ade..
she totally understand how i feel!
we feel the same way toward the same things..
it always so comfy to talk to her..
=))

i wanna grow my hair LONG and perm big curls!

it weird..
we girls are attracted to the sugar-honey-sweetie words from the mouth of our love..
but we always fail to see the actions he did which are way beyond words..

i`m sorry!
i am just soo greedy!
i appreciate the things u did..
like waiting for me after your lesson ended juz to send me home..
accompany me to go anywhere to buy my things..
i really do!
juz tt greedy me, yearning for words tt are so unrealistic..

u asked me,
who i`ll choose between a guy who only sweet talks but did nutin or a guy who use actions to prove his love...
i`m speechless..
not coz i dunno the answer..
is coz i feel so gulity.

why am i always so not-contented.
ahhhh~ wake me up plss.. ^0^
love uUu. =))

- i love the way u look into my eyes and make my heart feel so safe and secure-

butter love me too~

2006-11-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today presentation for BIS.
get B.
hahah..in fact, the lowest is B.

since we dismiss at 10.30 am, we decide to go PS to eat.
star and i fall asleep on the way~
2 of us are piggy la!
only luck still full of energy.

eating at pastamania.

was tryin to make my hair messy and it turn out like -_-.

laugh laugh laugh!

me at school`s atrium.

was so tired when i reached home..
sleep all the way till dinner time!
yummy~

me wif no make-up. LOL.

if u`re thinkin tt i`m crazy coz e pix is too dark to even see the face..
tt is my purpose.
Not for u to see.

-------------------------------------------
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i`m really glad tt butter is with me..
when i too tired to play wif her, she sleep wif me.
when i am in chirpy mood, she is always there to play wif me..
and if my mood become bad in split second, she will leave me alone and play wif herself.

she is so understanding.
i love her~
but these past few days, i am too tired to play wif her..

and my mood is so bad when night came.
when i become alien again.

i`ll wait till the day..
the flowers bloom beautifully~
autumn leaves falling on us..
as we held hand in hand,
dancing to the slow music,
embracing in your arms,
and u say, " BB, i love u.".

2006-11-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

my mood isn`t good now!
aaarrrrggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe i`m used to writing diary to vent my anger and emotions and i badly wanna to do it here
but i can`t...
coz this blog is public afterall..
all my thoughts have to be keep inside...
moreover, it is nuting to be share in joy about.

- i am speaking in alien languages. i am alien from mars. human dun understand alien. -

won`t elaborate much bout today!

i tried to make my hair messy messy feel.
and it look like this.

look like juz wake up from bed huh...
wadever la~
improve on it nex time..

no mood to type the funny things happen..
let pictures do the talking for the day.

oh.....
someone in my class say i look like hellokitty.
^0^
do i?
i look more like hellodoggie.
i have the puppy face.( as wad ade said)

- return to mars -

2006-11-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today did someting mischief to dear! hehez =p

forget to bring my own jacket and dear give me his!
oooh~
it feel so warm and comfortable being wrapped up wif his jacket! ^-^

eat biscuits for lunch coz i wanna save up my money.
star and i decide to bring sandwiches to sch tml and eat! weeeeee~
she join my SAVING-FOR-THE-FUTURE project and i no need to watch her eating delicious food alone anymore! =))

chris e-mail me her photos taken at her wedding day.
the hubby.

and wif the wedding couple.

no need others to tell me and i know my face is so round la!
the roundest face is me la!
but i am not the fattest hor! >.<~

NF grouping with 2 genius!
star and i have no idea what to do..and wad crap is RJ45 connector and wad bla bla port about. we almost tot we gonna die when today have practical test!
but fear not!
the 2 genius save our lifes!
hehehez! thanks to them, we score with them too!
HOOHOO~

i am so short today! >.<~
coz star is wearing 9cm high heels and i am wearing a flat shoe. -_-
NOT FAIR!

and pix taken a few days back..
i am still the queen of holding pen wif lip!*boasting*
HAHAH!
anyway wad so great about this? !

and my "o-seh"..
dear rubbed for me and it turn into this BIG patch~
but hey, look carefully...
wad did u see...?

awwwwwwwww~
izzit tt soo sweet of dear?
*muacks*

on the way home...doing stupid tingy~

bought butter`s new bag today!
meet up wif the seller and she carry her cute little chihuahua!
it sooo tiny!
like onli 1/4 size of my butter~
oops...
butter plz dun be sad..
mummy still love U.
=p

pretty?
i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^-^
thanks dear for coming down coz u are worry about me meeting up wif stranger..
so touched! ^-^
dear never failed to melt my heart wif small actions , no matter how tired u are.
i -heart- u!
this semster seem to be tougher and busier for u..
hope u can JIA you k!
i will always place u deep in my heart.
=))

anyway butter love this bag alot!
she keep sitting in there.
isn`t she a cutie pie?! ^-^

2006-10-31T12:06:00.000+08:00

Today is the CATS and S&W.
boring day!

call me anti-social, weirdo, freaks wadever..
i juz dun reali like working wif guys..
i juz dun feel at ease and comfortable..
but my groups consists of 2 gals, 3 guys.
sighs...
maybe things can better in e future.

Hip hOp is so "HAHA".
it is not like learning basic step by step..
it is following the dancer`s moves and dance IMMEDIATELY!(with the fast hip-hop music)
1 hr of dancing..
and i am laughing all the way.

i tink quite many ppl look retarded( including me).
coz we are so lost..
i am more of chinese dance k! =PpP
(p/s: i used to be in chinese dance. )

so many tings to buy this week!
dog carrier, my tingy..
i guess i have to save my money tightly!

whatever things i wan, i must get it no matter wad.

i tink eating is waste of money.
we eat the delicious looking food and it end up a lump of shit.
LOL.
dear will scold me for sure if he see this. =p

2006-10-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

i am so tired today!
it only 11 pm and i`m already half-dead.

didn`t play much wif butter too.
my legs are so jelly after playing catching for 2 mins.
=s

as usual, typical school day.
thank to luck for buying the hellokitty hp pouch for me. =)

heard from luck about some sad love stories of her frens...
and also, her parents` objecting her relationship wif her current bf.
sighs...
love should be simple and sweet..
it is a wonderful ting to be in love.
but i have no ideas why some ppl make it complicated and u_g_l_y.

i am realy really thankful tt i have a good bf who dote on me..
who treasure this L-O-V-E as much as i do..
i am really thankful tt i have understanding parents who have NO objections in our relationship right from the start.

besides, as wad star said, dear`s parents have become 2nd parents..
i have unknowingly, become part of his family.

isn`t it wonderful to have this stable relationship and receive blessings from others at only the age of 18?

when other girls at my age went clubbing, changing BFs, making new friends,keep searchin for their o-n-e-s..
i have already found mine and starting to plan for our future.
=)
dear, i truly treasure e love between us..
i will hold it wif extra care..
never will i let it drop and have cracks... ^0^

pix taken yest. =p